monochrome

I disappointed myself again,

what a surprise (ironic). 

I thin this is accurate, 

if you think of it, 

maybe I like color because

I only see my life in black & white. 

But mostly grey. 

And it gets darker most often. 

I'm in one of those black spots. 

I'm certain there's white somewhere, 

but I'm not strong enough, 

not brave enough. 

And I already know everything that you could say.

That's why I don't want to hear it. 

It doesn't work. It's meaningless.