Fine

I'm fine.

That's a lot actually. I'm not used to feeling this calm. Everything is messy and out of control and I still feel pressured and all. But right now, at this moment, I'm okay.

Maybe 'cause it's late and there's music in my ears and I'm here. Maybe 'cause I've been getting more sleep these days and I'm more rested and I'm having fun most of the time. Maybe 'cause life doesn't feel too real these days.

But I'm fine. I'll worry tomorrow. I'll go back to normal tomorrow. I'm gonna enjoy this feeling for now.