I'm not ready, that's not me. I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be me. I'm hoping to be someone else tonight, I don't care if it's a dream or a hallucination, whatever it takes to set me free.
Maybe I'm just mad, it could be true, my head is messy and foggy most of the time. Some times I'm not even in my own head, I become a body with autopilot and I see myself from above, confused, powerless. I'm always powerless. Maybe that's why I like having control.
Is this normal? Do people feel like this too? What is wrong with me? I've been trying to get the correct answers for years but I feel stupid and crazy and helpless. Why won't they help me? Am I asking too much?
I'm sorry.
I'm just having another one of my moments.
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