Angel

When he wakes up there's no one by his side, like every damn morning, he just wishes he was there. Some nights he dreams about it, getting asleep in his arms while he talks about his day and all the things he's done and all the things that bothered him. He misses him even when they're together, because they're not really together, at least not the way he wants to be. Yeah, sure, he could tell him, open up his heart and let him know how much he means. But what would happen then? Does he feel the same? Would they be happy forever and spend the rest of their nights together? What if he doesn't feel that way about him? Probably he just sees him like a friend, a good one, maybe even his best friend, he doesn't seem to have many. Probably it would be for the best to not tell him, to keep him close in the distance, to be able to keep his secrets, drink with him, have lunch with him and save the world with him, by his side, but not holding hands. Yes, it'll be for the best, moving slow, he already goes too fast.